Year End Review
I suppose with all the work and travelling I'm doing, plus the fact that I'm keeping in pretty good contact with my parents and my friends and updating my Japan blog regularly means something has to get neglected -- and this blog is it. Sorry. It's too bad too, because I was reading some of my posts from last year at this time, and they're not half bad. Although it's weird to think that a year ago I'd just gotten back from Christmas in Williamsburg, had a FABULOUS murder mystery New Year's party, and was settling in to play a bad video game (dream of stupid!) with my best friend before going back to university to finish my thesis.
Strange what can happen in a year.
It's also strange to see other people writing year-end reviews on their blogs, when I have no desire to do such a thing. I feel a bit like I've dropped out of time in Japan, like it's some sort of alternate version of myself here while another me (the real me? the fake me? who knows) is still at university, or in Canada, or something. There's also no point in doing a year-end review because my year was divided into three distinct chunks: living in Kingston, living at home, and living in Japan. And they're all so different that there's no way they can be synthesized into one year-end overview. Although I suppose I could benefit from a little self-reflection, seeing as how I'm very bad at analysing my own desires/needs/impulses.
2 Comments:
I think I get what you write about the "alternate" versions of yourself. I had the same feeling when I moved back to Norway after studying in Canada. It dawned on me that I sort of had a different personality when I was in Canada.
Lately I've started to miss that personality. It might have somehing to do with not wanting to be "all grown up", it might be that I just want to break the routine I've developed after moving back to Norway, or it might just be triggered by having a really fun visit from one of our canadian friends over the holidays, and missing the good ol' QCF days...
We'll see what happens. Maybe I'll end up back in Canada at some point? :)
Here's to hoping for some divine intervention in our quest for more self-insight
btw, I should probably start my own blog instead of using yours as my soapbox... Sorry. :)
12:13 PM
no worries -- I'm amazed anybody still reads this seldom-updated blog! And it's good to hear that other people feel the same I do.
And good luck with the self-insight -- inn my case it really will need some divine intervention, I think...
5:39 PM
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